Back to pavillion

I will be back in India on 31st March after 3 months. How Iam looking forward to beback with my plants.Iwish & hope I will not hv to make another trip to US. If there is anyplace to go & live it is in a farmland, which is not going to happen, as I am not destined for it. So I hv given up hope for any change, I will try to do maximum work to achieve something with my plants & live happily without fretting, thinking of others, or to say self centered with my plants as long as possible. I dont know how long I live, as I had the dreadful cancer,which shook me badly And made me to realise to live for today.
I had given up spending any money,though I could afford, as saving habit is in my blood. I hv realised nobody wants my money as they can earn. So spend it on redoing the greenhouse, buying plants & be happy.There was a time when I wanted to buy but could not for want of money. Now I hv resources but no inclination to buy as I hv started to live in a cocoon, self created. I hv to come out of it & not to depend on anybody's support.No body is dependent on me, then why shoul I lean on them. Too bad of me! One should learn from Americans who live for themselves.

The year 2011

The year thatis gone is the most horrific period of my life.I had breast cancer & the treatment lasted for 9to 10 months with chemo radiation.Chemo was the most agonising part with nausea, stomach burning.It is over now & hope it will never attack again to give a nightmare.