Back to pavillion

I will be back in India on 31st March after 3 months. How Iam looking forward to beback with my plants.Iwish & hope I will not hv to make another trip to US. If there is anyplace to go & live it is in a farmland, which is not going to happen, as I am not destined for it. So I hv given up hope for any change, I will try to do maximum work to achieve something with my plants & live happily without fretting, thinking of others, or to say self centered with my plants as long as possible. I dont know how long I live, as I had the dreadful cancer,which shook me badly And made me to realise to live for today.
I had given up spending any money,though I could afford, as saving habit is in my blood. I hv realised nobody wants my money as they can earn. So spend it on redoing the greenhouse, buying plants & be happy.There was a time when I wanted to buy but could not for want of money. Now I hv resources but no inclination to buy as I hv started to live in a cocoon, self created. I hv to come out of it & not to depend on anybody's support.No body is dependent on me, then why shoul I lean on them. Too bad of me! One should learn from Americans who live for themselves.